Me.

I have no faith.
I have no charity.
I have no goals.
I have no hope.
I have no willpower.
I have no capacity to truly love.
I have no life.
I am selfish.
I am greedy.
I am overweight.
I'm underpaid.
I am needy.
I am depressed.
I don't care about anyone.
I don't care about anything.
I have impossible dreams.
I have impossible nightmares.
How do I make myself wake up and smell the coffee?
When do I open my mind and my heart?
When will I change?
When will I become the person I can never be?

Plum Blossom I-Ching Reading

Will I get a new job soon?
Expect beginnings to be difficult and arduous.
Progress is not possible. Wait for the right time.
Avoid confusion by clarifying boundaries. Know your limits.
Strip away the dead wood. Eliminate outmoded elements.
Your situation is being undermined in small ways.
Provide nourishment. Allow yourself to be nourished.

Any thoughts or comments on this reading? Any would be appreciated.

Again With the Lagging

Sorry it's been so long. Life is hard without a job. And it's definitely hard when you can't afford good food. I haven't lost any weight at all. The only thing I have done in the last few months is stretch my ears. I've gone from a 12 gauge to a 6 gauge. Planning on stopping at 4 when I can stretch again in a month.